The sweet reveries of the cosmos ✩

3 AM is such a bad hour. As cheesy as it sounds, the horrible thoughts come alive at that time. I'm scared of it, not because the thoughts are scary. I'm scared because I'll end up doing things that are irreversible. I end up saying things that I don't mean. My thoughts are always scattered when it's midnight, I try to fall asleep as early as I could to avoid this but I just can't for some reason. And another reason to as why this blog exists is because I want to talk about things like this, sometimes I can't tell the people around me these things directly so I'll just post it here hm.

  Hi. There's currently a storm in my city right now and I've been feeling really cold. The electricity went out a few times and I can't sleep because of it. Anyway, I'm slightly annoyed right now. Slightly annoyed in my book means "on the verge of splitting on an innocent person". Yes, I'm genuinely angry at this person to the point where I'd cut them off but they did nothing that caused me harm, they just did something that annoyed me. Yes there is something wrong with me. which explains the split and unreasonable anger. And I feel angry to the point where it's actually making me feel warm. I guess being angry can help me survive the storm haha.