♡; It's almost 3 AM.

3 AM is such a bad hour. As cheesy as it sounds, the horrible thoughts come alive at that time. I'm scared of it, not because the thoughts are scary. I'm scared because I'll end up doing things that are irreversible. I end up saying things that I don't mean. My thoughts are always scattered when it's midnight, I try to fall asleep as early as I could to avoid this but I just can't for some reason. And another reason to as why this blog exists is because I want to talk about things like this, sometimes I can't tell the people around me these things directly so I'll just post it here hm.

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